Friday, April 07, 2006

revival.

REVIVAL.

Realise i havent blogged in hell of a long time and to the people who actually read my blog: sorry for the lack of updates.. been really caught up with school and stuff..

Ok so to start off..

"Interesting" things that have happened thus far:

Got into a fight.
Learned how to play " sweet child o mine ".
Managing the sec2's in Ncc.
Surprisingly good results in various tests..
Got closer to a certain someone..
Ncc annual camp.

... not exactly interesting but then again.. life in school seldom is..

Am currently experiencing a sort of "identity crisis".. torn between my views and certain twisted views of certain punk ideals.. i really should cut down on punk music.. its making me go mad!... but then again it gives a sort of satisfaction...arg.. decisions decisions decisions.. changing who i am... morphing my individualism.. its just so crazy right now..Thank god that i still believe in the music i play and the art i draw...traits of my uniqueness ill forever keep.

In this period of shifting identities and confusion..( possibly due to this fucked up o lvl year ).. my hatred for hypocrites and posers have grown.. why cant they understand that being someone else is stupid.. its unoriginal.. ( those losers who think they're punk just cus they DRESS punk ).. and for the hypocrites.. why the need to let the world know of what in truth they do not practice? ( those idiots who go around proclaiming GOD IS THEIR BEST FRIEND. THEIR MASTER... but in reality.. they hardly follow his preachings.. )

sigh..thats all i've got for now..

ciao.

Posted by 'chris†ian.™ at 7:23 AM

Author.

Hey, im christian and im your average o lvl student complete with stress and regular migrains!
I like playing the electric guitar and enjoy doing retarded things like grafitifying my shoe!
Enjoy.