- This may not make sense to some of you.( Need to rant. )-
Haiz. i duno wtf has happened to me after 4 years in this school... so paranoid.. why.. cause of the fact that im in a class which luv to bastard? Or cus im jus completely losing it. I guess its probably no.2... Finding it harder n harder and harder to control my temper nowadays... dammit i need to do some serious reflection. Why am i reacting to trivial comments to such an extent when i cud brush it away years back? Where does this self-consciousness come from? n why this need to prove myself? N wats this shitty low self confidence..
Messed up. Fucked up . Screwed up. Need to do some serious reorganisation.
(note to self also: GET OVER HER YOU IDIOT. )
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Posted by 'chris†ian.™ at 6:40 AM
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Hey, im christian and im your average o lvl student complete with stress and regular migrains! I like playing the electric guitar and enjoy doing retarded things like grafitifying my shoe! Enjoy.
SCREAM.
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