Saturday, July 16, 2005
Dun read if ur not in2 mushy fucked up stuffI cant keep dis bottled up.. Its ripping my head apart tinking of her all 2 miself... de oni person tt i can tok 2 is my blog lol...
She's an angel.. i swear she is.. i've nvr seen anyone/tok to anyone quite like her.. The sight of her once or 2 times today is enuff to make me cheerful for the rest of the day.. can u imagine the effect she has? omg.. she's really beautiful.. i noe dis sounds "mushy mushy" but i nvr fucking had a feeling like dis.. cant fucking sleep or think or do stuff straight... its not even like a crush.. Its tearing my head apart.. but she's so special.. She carries herself so well and she is just so.. magnificent.. i duno how else 2 xplain la.. she is just sum1 hu can light up a room just by walking in...
The complications are what's tearing me apart..thinking of them can make me depressed fora long time.. but just thinking of her and her smile can light up my day.. But the complications are really really bad.. REALLY Bad..
She's eating up 90% of my thoughts.. every nite i try 2 sleep.. every day in skul.. i cant tink of anytink tt dun hav her in it.. Now all i feel keeping me going thru skul and all the shit i go thru is the motivation to c her/tok to her.. i noe dis sounds fucked up and alil worrying but.. dun worry im sane.. prolly jus a phase im goin thru.. but she is really beautiful.. I want to get her off my mind but at the same time i dont want.. like i got 2 brains lol..
I die to see her everyday but i noe i cant.. i noe i hav to wait 4 a certain day.. this sux.. fuck this feeling..
But she is really an angel..de elegance.. sweetness.. strong personality.. o
##$$@$!!.. i cant belief im saying this shit but.. yea.. i mean it..
Well im signing off now.. hope u enjoyed that shit lol.. happy i got tt off my chest.. =P..
Ciao~!!
Posted by 'chris†ian.™ at 9:27 PM
Hey, im christian and im your average o lvl student complete with stress and regular migrains!
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